i know i’m in a caesar shift (i’m like always in a caesar shift) but i can’t tell if i’m in a kakyoin or jonathan shift too like where are these good, positive feelings and traits coming from
i think i may have a second canon for caesar like idk where these really pda memories are coming from
i think one thing that’s good that i do remember is that blowing bubbles was like my stress reliever??? and i still do that even now whenever i have bubbles???
also like ugggghhhh i even remember how jealous i was of suzie q and i feel so bad for feeling that way… she was like a sister to me, someone who always had my back, and i got jealous of her because joseph was always flirty around her and such agshdgsjgsjshjj… we both knew we liked him and i didn’t want joseph to be with both of us (if he liked me too) but bc i was so clingy and selfish, i did nothing just so i wouldn’t make suzie sad or ruin her chances fhjdhdj
i’ve been in a caesar shift for the longest time and i swear i keep getting hit with random feelings and little memories like, i’m somehow remembering how clingy i was to joseph like wow i think i hated myself for that